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Viking Wizard Eyes,Wizard Full of Lies

December 2010

Day 21 - One of your favorite shows.

I’ve been slacking on these daily challenges -_- my bad. HERE IS MY ESSAY LAWL. I’ve been having a South Park marathon lately so I’ll talk about it haha. I’ve watched every episode except most of seasons 7-8 and it never gets old. Their satire is so on point— the way they ridicule man is so great, it should be banned [and some episodes have been, which just further...

I wanted to cry today because after a terribly...

I started tearing up, but then I tried to think “Okay, it’s not the end of the world. People all over have it much worse than you, you can’t complain.” But even though people definitely do have it much worse, it doesn’t make my situation any better for myself. I feel like a selfish bitch, but… I love Christmas, yknow? I love giving presents and spending time...

I only have one voice memo on my iPod. It's from...

Il fait tout alors je peux lui détester, mais je...

I’m so fucking sick and tired of everything.

Day 20 - How important you think education is.

I think it’s important, no doubt, but I think imagination may be even more so. Because I’m a follower and Einstein said it. In all honesty though… I think learning is important. Not necessarily in a classroom setting, but just learning overall. I hate school with a passion but I absolutely adore learning. — arielleee .

Hearing you say "Goodbye" hurts because you always...

Day 19 - Disrespecting your parents.

I was raised to never talk back, disagree or even speak my mind to my parents. Which is really good for a little kid, but now that I’m older it’s terribly hard to even talk to them about real shit that bothers me. I’ve never rolled my eyes at them, nor intentionally argued or anything. I was always polite growing up, saying my “please’s” and “thank...

I love when couples get back together.

One of my favorite stories is between X and Tin. They dated when X and I were sophomores and she was a senior. Then they broke up after doing long distance for a bit. She was in college and he was still in high school. He dated and messed around during junior and senior year, but he still kept in touch with Tin. She still sent him gifts [like matching shoes, supah cute] and she visited, well,...

Day 18 - Your beliefs.

The topic is kind of vague, but whatever. I believe that one should just be a good person. We all make mistakes and fuck up every now and then because we’re only human, but hopefully lessons will be learned because karma WILL bite you in the ass. Very, very hard. And as for religion… well… I think that if you’re a good person with good intentions [as good as they can come,...

Day 17 - Your highs and lows of this past year.

Well. 2010 has been complete shit to me. My highs this year? I can’t think of any. My lows? Moved to the Philippines, got dumped, went through family shit, got diagnosed with clinical depression, got terrible grades, got dumped again [for the last time, apparently]. Sure, I had good moments and memories, but nothing really stands out as being great or worthy of being called a high point. ...

Day 16 - Your views on mainstream music.

I don’t have a problem with mainstream music because I don’t spend hours on the TV. No songs really get on my nerves because I don’t hear them much anyway. Well, except Party in the USA, that one Ke$ha song and Justin Bieber stuff. Filipinos have a tendency to blast the latest music everywhere they are, that’s the only reason why I know the latest tunes. I also don’t...

A man stole $1.5 million in chips from the...

“I tip my hat to you.” Seriously though?? From the BELLAGIO?! Jeepers, dude. I thought Sin City would crack down on security after Ocean’s Eleven, Twelve, Thirteen, and 21. Lawl. The robber stole that much in a matter of minutes. Honestly, I applaud him. I think he deserves that much, haha. — arielleee .

Rereading through everything of ours is like our...

From all the I love you’s to the arguments to the plans when we get married to the arguments to the cutesy talk to the arguments. Sometimes when we fought it was my fault and other times it was yours. Either way, we always made up for it in the end and realized who was at fault and apologized. Thinking about it all just kills me. We yelled and screamed such hateful words; we...

Day 15 - Your favorite Tumblrs.

I don’t have any favorites, honestly. All the ones I’m following now are pretty dope :3

It's psychologically proven that if you're very...

ishleian: energyflow: Oh well…. that explains a lot Haha, I find this to be true. xD This was really annoying with Joshua because I started stuttering -_- And with Thomas, I pick up on his vernacular. “Dude, how sick is that?! Awesome, gnarly, rad, jeepers…” I can go on and on. — arielleee .

Day 14 - Your earliest memory.

I remember a hole in the ground and a casket being lowered. I remember a white marble tombstone. I remember red roses being thrown into the grave. One didn’t quite make it so my parent’s son kicked it in— my parents got angry with him and scolded him later. Afterwards, I remember walking away, to watch another casket be lowered. I remember talking to a lady who said,...

Day 13 - Somewhere you'd like to move or visit.

I was excited for Japan next month but I don’t even know anymore. I just want to go to San Diego right fucking now.

ourtneyca-deactivated20120422 asked: Arielle, You're beautiful, talented, and very intelligent.I always tell you this cause it's true. And i just want to make sure that you KNOW THAT. It's not an opinion, it's a fact.There aren't a lot of girls like that anymore!

If you show other guys what you have, you'll surely find someone right for you.
Maybe not now, but you WILL in time.

So I found out Joshua made it into his dream...

After I found out, I had this sinking, bittersweet feeling. I’m so incredibly happy for him, don’t get me wrong, but then I had this thought that… I could still be with him. Lawl, stupid, I know. Him and I knew that we wouldn’t work out in the long run, since he’s so set on Indiana and I’m for sure set in California. I don’t know where I’m going with...

Day 12 - Bullet your whole day.

Really? You REALLY want to see my whole day? Okay. Fell asleep at 800hrs Woke up at 1630hrs Ate a little Played piano Now I’m here. Seriously. — arielleee .

Day 11 - Put your iPod on shuffle and write 10...

Frightened Rabbit - Behave! Red Hot Chili Peppers - Scar Tissue Willie Nelson - You Were Always on my Mind Bring Me the Horizon - Blacklist The Gaslight Anthem - Here’s Looking at You, Kid Heavy Heavy Low Low - Tragic Tragic Track Jacket t. A. T. u. - Nas Ne Dogonyat The Doors - Light My Fire Boyz II Men - It’s So Hard to Say Goodbye to Yesterday Garth Brooks - The Dance If...

Day 10 - Discuss your first love and first kiss.

I’ve said this before, but I honest-to-goodness-fucking-ly don’t know who my first love is. Sue me. Besides, I’ve talked about love a bunch of times so I wouldn’t be surprised if it’s annoying :3 My first kiss was with a girl [I could’ve sworn I was in love with— as much love as a twelve year old can feel… but then again, I was always so damn in...

Day 09 - How you hope your future will be like.

Well, I hope for the best and expect the worst. I’m still wondering if I’ll have kids, and in all honesty if I’m ever getting married at all. Hopefully I can be a teacher or a critic and bring home the bacon, lawl. I really have nothing set in stone and that’s the way I like it.

Trying to catch up lawl. Day 08 - A moment you...

I think I’d have to say after Junior year. I was the leading role in the summer production and spring musical, I won the talent show, I partied so hard, I was the saxophone section leader and right under the drum major, I was able to admit my deepest darkest secret in full truth, my grades were alllllriiiight haha, I had a best friend who never left my side, and I started dating an amazing...

Tumblr was down. &I was lazy. Day 07 - Your zodiac...

I’m a Gemini and uhh, I used to follow this cult thing in like middle school hah but I can’t remember shit sooo I’m gonna look up a description: Gemini is the third sign of the zodiac, and those born under this sign will be quick to tell you all about it. That’s because they love to talk! It’s not just idle chatter with these folks, either. The driving force behind...

I used to believe in love .

I used to believe that it’s all one will ever need. I wanted to do anything for it. This little, four letter word can honestly mean the world— breathing in all the joys, exhaling the sorrows. Spending every day together and planning for tomorrow. I’ve said “I love you” so many times; in poems, in prose, in meter and rhyme. And I swear I’ve always...

Day 06 - Write 30 interesting facts about...

I used to take ballet lessons. I took them for about six months, then had the opportunity to take piano. My parents said I could only choose one. My six year old self though, “I took ballet for six months, that’s good enough! I’ll take piano now.” Little did I know that that was a life-changing decision. I absolutely adore music and the arts but I hate any sort of physical...

I am going to marry Natalia Julianna Amaya. Watch...

Since there seems to be absolutely no hope for me and the boyfriend, I have my girlfriend on the side. Who gives a fuck. Also, I have to thank Leeza for the wonderful 5 1/2 hour skype date<3 she is so wonderful to me &I always wonder why. I was explaining how everyone leaves me one way or another but she’s always stuck around. It’s amazing. — arielleee .

Day 05 - A time you thought about ending your own...

I won’t go into detail because the reason is very personal to me, but it was in seventh grade. It wasn’t over a boy who broke my heart, nor was it about parents who didn’t understand. It’s a much deeper reason and I stand my ground by saying that it’s legitimate and wasn’t a cry for help. I honestly wanted to die because man is a serious fuck up. —...

Oops again. Day 04 - Your views on religion.

I’ve been going to church for as long as I can remember, but I lost my faith along the way to adulthood— probably around the same time I lost my faith in man. I think bringing a kid to church when they’re young is great, but they need the ability to choose for themselves what they think is right, what they want to believe in. Religious doctrine shouldn’t be pressed upon a...

November 2010

Why does every person who dates me feel the need...

I mean, what the fuck do I need to do? If I communicate too much, it’s smothering. If I don’t communicate at all, it’s still not enough for me to be missed. All I try to do is be a good girlfriend. I even had a friend who joked about it and said I should teach seminars on How To. I always believed that love was all one needs, but I suppose that love will never be enough. ...